I will take a portion of the scripture in Jacob 7: 26: And it came to pass that I, (Elder Christensen), began to be old; wherefore, I conclude this record, declaring that I have written according to the best of my knowledge, by saying that the time passed away with us, and also our lives passed away like as it were unto us a dream...
That basically explains how I feel. This will be my last email, sometimes it has felt as much of a struggle writing them as if I were engraving on plates of metal, but I think I will miss doing it and I hope you guys have liked reading them.
Well, this month was my last month in the mission and we were able to have 3 baptisms! We met our goal for the month, and two of the baptisms were this sunday! It is a great way to be ending the mission, Ill tell you a little about the week.
On wednesday we had a lesson with one of the girls who was baptized, her name is Aya (the one who was born in Algeria), and the lesson was mainly to make sure she was doing alright for the baptism on sunday and to see if she had any questions, she ended up having a ton of deep doctrine questions, I was kinda worried about talking about that sort of stuff because I feel like investigators are still in the "leche" stage, not ready for the "carne", but when they ask direct questions I feel like I should try and answer them. Thankfully I had good scriptures to back up everything, and I was surprised by how well she understood everything. I need to remember that she studies this kind of thing in College. She was also really mind blown by some of the things we talked about (psalms 82:6) but she felt it was true and was feeling pretty happy about new knowledge.
Thursday was a great day, we had a lesson with Clara in the morning, and we knew it was going to be really important in deciding if she was going to be baptized this weekend or not. We got there and we still had to teach the law of chastity and tithing, but I wanted to make sure she didnt have any doubts about other stuff before teaching that, and I wanted to make sure she had her answer from God. So we started talking, and at first she was saying no, she still isnt ready, and saying she wanted to do it later and stuff, just not this sunday. I had no idea what to say, all I could remember was that the day before in my training with my companion Elder Ericksen we studied the importance of listening to the investigators, and there was a quote from Elder Holland that said we dont have to worry about what to say, because something in what they (the investigators) say will always highlight a point of the gospel that we can teach about, and that the spirit will give us what we need to say. I know the promise is true because something she said, I dont even know what, made me think of Ether 12:6, and I knew 100% that was what she had to read. I had her read it, and I know in that moment she got her definite answer, she just started crying and the spirit was really strong. After reading that she knew she just had to take a step of faith, and she asked what she had to do to be baptized. So we taught the law of chastity and tithing, and set up her interview for friday. A lot of other stuff happened that day too, we had a lesson with some kids named nahuel and benjamin, they have a lot of problems but we set goals with them to stop smoking in time to get baptized on the 19th, and they are committed to doing it. Also that night I had do to "informes", reports of the missionaries that I have to send to the zone leaders, and I put some church music on, and this song came on that really made it hit me hard that Im finishing the mission. That was the first moment it really hit me and it was really bittersweet.
Friday was another really spiritual day, clara and aya passed their interviews in the morning, and then in the afternoon I went to a different little city out in the country to do a baptismal interview for the hermanas in my district. It was a really spiritual lesson with the 4 missionaries and the lady named maira plus her mom and sister who are members, but Maira just kept saying she doesn't want to take the step yet. In the end we just ended up doing the interview anyways, it was really long, she knows everything, she just was saying she wants to get a better answer before proceeding. So I had her say a kneeling prayer with me at the end of the interview, and I told her to ask God if it was all true, and she did. I felt the spirit so strongly, and I know she did too, she started crying a ton and afterwards she said she felt really good and that she knows really that its true, but she still doesn't want to get baptized this month. I dont get that, but I can be happy knowing that we did our part.
We had a lot of other good lessons this week, but I dont have time to write about all of them, but Ill just say that Clara and Aya were both baptized on sunday! I baptized Clara, and my comp Aya. They were both nervous but afterwards were super happy! The water was also super nice. It was amazing how Ayas and Claras faces changed after being baptized, they were both smiling a ton and they just seemed so happy. They seemed to be radiating light. The only sad thing about it was that it will probably be my last baptism of the mission...
We had a hilarious lesson on monday, I dont have time to write all the details but ask me about it after my mission if you want.
Well, this is it. The last scripture I will share with you all is famous, but I will give you my take on it.
Doctrine and Covenants 18: 14 Wherefore, you are called to cry repentance unto this people.
15 And if it so be that you should labor all your days in crying repentance unto this people, and bring, save it be one soul unto me, how great shall be your joy with him in the kingdom of my Father!
16 And now, if your joy will be great with one soul that you have brought unto me into the kingdom of my Father, how great will be your joy if you should bring many souls unto me!
Everyone already knows this scripture...starting out my mission I thought "wow if I can just baptize at least one person, who stays active their whole life and makes it to the celestial kingdom, I can be happy."
But now I think of this scripture in a different way, its something I realized in the past month, that I had never thought of before. That "one soul" is yours...If we labour all our days crying repentance, being obedient and working as hard as we can, we ourselves become converted. The mission wasn't just for the people I have taught, it was also for me, and for my conversion. But in the process of our own conversion, we can also be the means of brining many other people to repentance and to be able to start their own conversion process. If what the scripture says is true, It is the greatest happiness someone can feel. For 2 years I havent been doing very many things the world would call fun, yet I have never been so happy. I love the mission, I cant believe its ending, I love the church, I love the temples, I love the gospel, and I love that I will be able to keep participating in it forever. All I can say is that to people who have the chance to go on a mission, GO, it will change your life forever, and you will grow to love it. It might be hard in the beginning but dont give up, it gets better everyday. My grandpa said something to me the night that I was set apart, that I havent forgotten. In the moment I didnt know if it was true. He said "In two years, leaving Argentina will be just as hard as it is leaving your home now". At the end of the two years, I can say that what my grandpa said is true. The thought of leaving Argentina and all the people I´ve met here breaks my heart. I love Argentina so much, and I know that anyone who is thinking about going on a mission will grow to love the country or state where they serve just as much, so just go on your missions. To anyone on the mission right now, all I can say is serve with all your heart, be obedient, and enjoy it while you can, because some day it will end. We aren't perfect as missionaries, but trying to be obedient is important. The missionaries who are obedient, work hard and love the people are the ones who get converted. So dont waste your time on your missions. To anyone reading this at home, I know that members are super important in missionary work. A grand number of people that were baptized in my mission were references from the members who loved their friends enough to share the gospel with them. I hope that I can keep being a missionary when I get home and forever and that I can share the gospel with some of my friends who still havent had the chance to hear it.
Thats it. I wouldn't trade the mission experience for anything!!
I love you all and I cant wait to see you guys soon!
Pictures: Baptism of Clara and Aya, some pretty purple trees that bloom in springtime here, the city at night from the roof of ayas apartment building, and me really tired.
Love, Elder Christensen

